had a hectic day last night. I had my shift from 9pm to 6am, supposedly well gonna go to Kuya Ed's place but Ate did not confirm if we will go. On the last minute, mama called JOjo and informed him that they decided to go but im not in the mood anymore. anyway, i have my shift later at 9pm as well so i think i will not really enjoy especially with a limited time like this. Jojo fetched me at around 6:15 am...I left Gherj and Ice. Lord, I don't want to be a pleaser anymore. Please help me decide for myself and let no one dictate what i'll gonna do. please let me not be so affected by not being able to make "pakisama" to them as I want to do things that my mind says. i dont want this feeling of doing something because someone might get pissed off or i may not be able to have someone to accompany me to lunch or on the way home. i want to be independent but still have friends. Lord, please ease this burden and please help me please you in everything that i do. let me be a God pleaser and not a people pleaser anymore. amen!